Chung cheng people have the ability to make me smile and appreciate myself for who I am. Maybe its because they're all a bunch of idiots. But its alright, I love idiots. They're fun and I enjoy hanging out with idiots. I miss my idiots. I miss my bitches, my 438s and my losers. But its okay, meridian's losers bring me laughter almost every morning. I don't know why but my day seems a little incomplete if I miss them at the the study benches. I just relate to cchms people more, so much more. Maybe its because they've seen the childish and young and naïve and stupid me that I'm not scared of revealing my thoughts to them and fear that they'll judge me. Sometimes I hate the process of growing up because you get to see the world in a clearer vision as you mature and can differentiate whats black and whats white, what're lies and what're truth, who are genuine and who aint. Sometimes the truth hurt but we cant show it because we're older, we're more mature and we should learn to suck it up and move on as fake cynical adults who don't do confrontation. Isnt this like lying to ourselves? Isnt this sad? Cant we just speak our hearts and make a stand. Life don't have to be plastic.
